so. freaking. tired.

[mousapelli]

I knitted through both of my classes today, it seems to be working to keep me calm. As soon as I stop, I feel the urge to kill rising, so I just keep on doing it. Neither professor apparently had the desire to stop me. Or perhaps what they really lacked was the urge to engage in heated debate with me.

Either way is fine with me (must. not. assault. faculty.).

But really, what I want to do right now is totally not have a NaNo write-in. The writing should be fun, but instead it's a chore, because I think my novel is crap and my characters are sort of cute, but not sexy like last year. And I should want to see people and be social, especially since I haven't made it to a single event yet, but really all I want to do is be left alone.

And my professor hasn't emailed me back yet about re-taking my Latin comp. Which I will probably fail again.

but at least my mother is flying up for Thanksgiving! I won't be trapped here all alone! *waves the most pathetic flag ever*

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[fantomeq.livejournal.com]

If you do decide to assault people, I'm totally up for helping. Argh, there's another write-in this weekend here too. I went to the first meetup, and it wasn't that great. Or maybe it's my hideous shyness.

[instantramen]

Why Gwendal, fancy meeting you here! *pulls out her cutest stuffed animals to distract you with dancing plushies*

[mousapelli.livejournal.com]

I feel a lot of Gwendal's pain of late, when i am surrounded by self-important and whiny self-paced Latin students. Except mine never go to the other world for a little while through a toilet.

I need a Gwendal icon now. Dammit.

My computer totally put up the wallpaper that has Wolfram holding the baby and Yuuri going "Wait, what do you mean by "future"?!"

I'm totally writing the story of how Wolfram got knocked up, by the way. And then I think i want to do Director's Cuts of all three bandarbia stories.

[mousapelli.livejournal.com]

my nano sucks. And I'm tired of it. And i know that this is 'week 2' or whatever, but i'm just not sure that in this moment i can handle the one thing I enjoy about my life right now sucking ass.

I reverted to writing Kyou Kara Maou Mpreg last night, i was so miserable. And I'm contemplating director's cuts of things, which usually means it's about time to end it all.

[instantramen]

Damn, and I was just watching KKM earlier. Like WAY earlier, I've been up all night trying once again to reset my internal clock. *calls TAPS to see if they'd consider driving up to change some of the toilets into interdimensional portals*

Man, I loved that part, I'll have to rewatch it soonish...

Of course I'm going to have to pester you about that now. But what would you put in the Director's Cuts?

[fantomeq.livejournal.com]

I feel that way too. And the meetup/write-in will just be a guilt trip. This month has been sucky enough without that.

Oh my, you need a vacation. I'm counting the days till the holidays for you.