Things I have learned about myself educationally this semester--
1. I have to have something sensory going on to keep me happy. I can eat, or listen to music, or knit, or whatever, so long as some physical sense is engaged in something that is not my classes, the fists of rage can be contained.
I wish I'd discovered this last year, because then I might have been awake for one or two Roman History classes.
2. I can't use the word 'frontloading', because it sounds like something you do to pretty girls in badly-lit clubs. "Whoa, look at that bitch! I'll be frontloadin' you all night long, baby!"
3. Reflecting on self-evaluations, which are essentially reflections, is not a lot of fun. But I've gotten used to repeating myself over and over in this program anyway, so it's not hard either, really.
4. The reason everyone else looks so pleasant is because they have no idea what's going on. The fact that I am so irritated all the time really means that I am more on top of this stuff than them, not less.
5. Not a single person in either department knows what I need to do to graduate, nor even what degree I'm getting. If i don't ask any stupid questions, I think they may just let me graduate out of confusion.
1. I have to have something sensory going on to keep me happy. I can eat, or listen to music, or knit, or whatever, so long as some physical sense is engaged in something that is not my classes, the fists of rage can be contained.
I wish I'd discovered this last year, because then I might have been awake for one or two Roman History classes.
2. I can't use the word 'frontloading', because it sounds like something you do to pretty girls in badly-lit clubs. "Whoa, look at that bitch! I'll be frontloadin' you all night long, baby!"
3. Reflecting on self-evaluations, which are essentially reflections, is not a lot of fun. But I've gotten used to repeating myself over and over in this program anyway, so it's not hard either, really.
4. The reason everyone else looks so pleasant is because they have no idea what's going on. The fact that I am so irritated all the time really means that I am more on top of this stuff than them, not less.
5. Not a single person in either department knows what I need to do to graduate, nor even what degree I'm getting. If i don't ask any stupid questions, I think they may just let me graduate out of confusion.
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Date: 2005-12-15 02:47 pm (UTC)4. The reason everyone else looks so pleasant is because they have no idea what's going on. The fact that I am so irritated all the time really means that I am more on top of this stuff than them, not less.
5. Not a single person in either department knows what I need to do to graduate, nor even what degree I'm getting. If i don't ask any stupid questions, I think they may just let me graduate out of confusion
So true. Seriously, exactly like that.
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Date: 2005-12-15 03:38 pm (UTC)A universal truth, I think.
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Date: 2005-12-15 03:54 pm (UTC)Yeah, I was going to say that this sounds very deep.
Maybe Neitsche(sp) or something? Like... if we really knew, we wouldn't be happy.
I dunno Sara, I think we can grin in the face of the black void of endless nothingness.
Kinda fun, actually.
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Date: 2005-12-15 10:43 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2005-12-16 03:10 pm (UTC)I must have made a wrong turn somewhere...
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Date: 2005-12-16 03:46 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2005-12-16 03:49 pm (UTC)I am seriously in awe here.
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Date: 2005-12-16 03:57 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2005-12-15 06:09 pm (UTC)Also, word has come to me that they are *desperate* for latin teachers in pretty much most places in NW New Jersey. There's currently only one latin teacher in my old high school and they needed to find another one and there was NO ONE. Right now they have someone from Southern NJ who's teaching the class online or something. It's probably only about a 3 hour drive from H-burg, so keep it in the back of your mind...although I'm guessing that if all our districts are in crisis, we can't be the only ones. Which means you're going to be utterly employable, which should cheer you up!
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Date: 2005-12-15 10:45 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2005-12-16 03:45 am (UTC)*dies*
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Date: 2005-12-16 03:51 am (UTC)